Sometimes I think too much and feel overwhelmed. Sometimes I put too many things off or life changes my plans and I feel way too behind. Right now is one of those times.
Feeling like you are about to be ran over by a truck if you don't pull a miracle out of your ass is a bigger part of my life than I thought it would be. As a kid I really felt I was going to have to worry about quicksand a lot more. Where is all the quicksand?
When I feel like this I enjoy the quite moments, deep conversations and sometimes a good Pandora station. Sometimes all of this mixes well with a cold beer or cocktail. however if I feel too out of sorts I avoid that. Tonight is currently a beer night. It may turn into a shower beer night.
I feel a big constant failure on my part is organization. Organization of time followed by organization of resources. I some day want to make it through the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People. I have read the teen version a few times though. It has funny comics and holds my attention better.
I know that right now I am overtired and after some good rest I should bounce back but sometimes I just dig into how i'm feeling and ride it out. I am proud to say that while I may feel down and out right now, I know my depression is so much better than it ever has been. It is always a good idea to try and remember even the smallest of victory's in our moments of self doubt or depression.
We all have bad moments, days, weeks and sometimes months and years. It is not those situations that define us but how we react to them. Anyone can wallow in self pity and spam those in there life with poor me moments. The battle to rise above and get out of whatever hole we are in is a true sight to behold. Sometimes those battles are private and sometimes public however even if you are a one man or woman army you deserve to pat yourself on the back when you overcome something troubling you.
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